Blurry, but now my love is for them, well it always has been but officially meow.
I’m somewhere stuck in the middle without you.
Not knowing what that means really. Yes, I still miss you. Or at least the thought of who you were. Someone dependable, someone who loved unconditional. Hmm, not sure if that person exists anymore, but my close friends may prove me wrong. What does it mean to love without condition? I think it’s what one makes of it, but for me it means no matter how cruel you have become or will hate even more I love you… Everyday.
That’s right, you may be rid of me for the rest of your life, but I still love you. Crack-tacular no? Yeah well it has created problems for me too. However my problems are friends who are pissed that I would still love you at all for what you have done.
Does that really matter in the grand scheme? Not really. All that matters is love. Love is what wakes me up in the morning to walk the dogs. Love is what makes me get my ass in gear to work as hard and as smart as possible to get my responsibilities complete in a timely manner. Love has created a false hope, that one day you will come home. Just to chat with me and tell me how you are doing.
I don’t want this dead albatross we call love. I want to move into my future and forget you. That’s sounds terrible, but love is never fair. Love is supposed to lift us up. It used to, but now it has a job to nag me everyday about where you stand in my life. Of course to you, love is just another thing that makes me want to come around. Which only serves to drive you away from me.
See the catch 22 I’m in. Yeah, I know. Well I keep inching towards not loving you anymore, but this cavern is deep in my mind and I have yet to see the light at the end of this proverbial tunnel. Trust me when I do find it, everyone will know. Including you. So good luck, and have a good life.
Peace
Serenity
Take my love, take my land
Take me where I cannot stand
I don’t care, I’m still free
You can’t take the sky from me.
Take me out to the black
Tell them I ain’t comin’ back
Burn the land and boil the sea
You can’t take the sky from me.
Leave the men where they lay
They’ll never see another day
Lost my soul, lost my dream
You can’t take the sky from me.
I feel the black reaching out
I hear its song without a doubt
I still hear and I still see
That you can’t take the sky from me.
Lost my love, lost my land
Lost the last place I could stand
There’s no place I can be
Since I’ve found Serenity
And you can’t take the sky from me.
Helen Rose
Your favorite Klyma song.
I hope you find your way without me.
Letting go again
Grasping at threads that don’t exist.
Love yourself before you think you can love again.
Take your time
Think of me for a little while
I will think of you fondly
Make more mistakes
Being human is great
You broke my heart, but you broke it good.
Lanky would thank you
Frank if you are out there
This one’s for you.
Make the most of it
I love you everyday
Love at large
Does it grieve you to know that I am trying to do everything you ask of me.
To the best of my abilities I will comply with your every request.
As I have always done in the past because that’s what people do for each other that have love on their side.
You are not fair, but then again love never is fair.
I miss you more everyday.
I wish I could hold you in my arms once again.
Sleep in the same room and wake up to your once beautiful features.
I can’t remember your face, that’s how long it has been. I would of course know you if we ran into each other on the street, but my mind is inconsolable.
Calculated are my risks. I lost the farm on you and would do it again in a heartbeat.
I wish I could see you dance in happiness like the day before you left.
I want nothing more than to hear your soft voice in my ears again.
Hearing your singing unabashed in the car is also something I miss.
I just don’t know what is up anymore without you.
Tell me which way to turn to have your favor.
I don’t like the lions den, but I can grapple a heart with the best of them.
It seems your heart was stolen.
I want nothing more than to see you bring it back.
My name is on your heart, I just wish you could see it.
Your name is on mine, I wear it proud even today.
How can one be so ashamed to love.
You claimed unconditional, you even promised you would never do exactly what you are doing.
How do I respond?
With open arms and an open heart.
As always pining for your time in this short life.
What better way to have our fortune between us?
Please say what you need to say to me.
I will not falter or halt my heart for you.
I love you everyday
Lack
Do you feel what is missing like I do?
I am the missing piece without you.
Remember we were where the wild things were.
When together ended with… And it was still hot.
My deeds are pointed in the other direction from you, but I just can’t take a step.
Further and further from you is the time scale we share.
Although I wish it wasn’t so.
I want to be a better man for you, but that is not a choice.
I want to sit and talk a little while about what we have missed in this time that we were apart.
I want to hold you in my arms again and tell you that everything is going to be ok.
We both know that is out of the question.
So where does the missing piece roll from here?
I’m bound in some direction hoping to see you again.
Knowing that I will have to roll on without you, I will kiss you through these words.
I will hold you with my heart as long as it beats.
I will carry a torch for the love of my life, knowing that it is crazy for me to do so as you will leave me so unsatisfied.
I’m afraid I will not love again like I love you.
Past torrents of ocean moved by the moon and sun.
Coordination is life’s last dance.
Seamingly constantly abreast of how we both really turn.
Inside out, our heart exposed to the rigid weather of others.
Apart is your choice, I am left without the feeling of closure.
I dream of false reasons to your plight.
Waking in a cold sweat with wonders.
What does tomorrow bring?
I hope someday you can tell me.
As I am tired of everyone’s candor.
Everything feels better and is getting better.
But the butter on my bread is solid.
Without the heat of our toast we will be left with clumps of disappointment.
Tell me when this train gets near you again.
Please don’t just be passive with my heart.
I know somewhere in you is the love for me. It just has not been quashed in levels of apathetic brine.
Tranquility find me
Quickly steal my heart
Help
I need somebody
Help
I want somebody
Help
Not just anybody
Help
-Beatles
Meow
I miss Daphne.
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Why can’t our love last forever?
Come what may. I will love you til my dying day. Come what may.
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